7/6/10

Jeez! Such a long time since I got back here. Weary and bogged down is how I have been feeling thee days. The disaster in the Gulf of Mexico bothers me in an obsessive way. I cried the second day and with every day it only grows worse. Today I have had this ugly thought that Obama is allowing the use of the poison dispersant which by all reports is deadly because it causes the oil to "disappear" for the moment and then the US military and BP will not allow any photos of the sea and the plumes and the pods of dead whales and dolphins,etc. I am hoping that I am wrong and hope that Obama will come out swinging and sock BP with a massive legal suit and force them to turn over everything to us.