Sunday 7/31/2011

The time of Leo which I love what with Saturn Moon Pluto all in Leo with in seven degrees right in the very basement of my heart.
The government has been arguing and threatening over a refusal by the right wing Republican congress members to raise the debt limit. I am so sick of the arguments and even more I am sick because I don't believe ANYONE, ANYONE CONNECTED TO THIS. I was trying to come back to supporting Obama but today I read in Huffington Post about his rigid determination to punish drug users and to treat the "druggies" like serious felons and I imagine gathering from other gossip drops in Huffington Post,etc that he intends to put pot smokers in the same place as other drug users. This is so depressing and so stupid and so what? sickening? Nauseating?

I find news about our real history. PBS is running a show about the Bombing of Germany at the end of the war. Kurt Vonnegut wrote about this and so have others. Other places on the TV is constant chatter about Obama, the right wing Congressional members who are new and who lack knowledge of law-making thinking that it is all rubbish and they can just throw a spanner in the works, get everything to stop and then someone will come in and rewrite everything more in the ideas of Grover Norquist. Grover has been outed to the national press although I have heard that he and his lover openly walk around holding hands where they live in ????North Carolina?

Norquist is a nightmare to me-a behind the scenes dictator having these new congressional reps sign an agreement that they seem loathe to break. Norquist plays on the fear and confusion of these times in America. From what he says and the energy he exudes I say that he is a hater and he spreads hate by accenting people's fear and rewarding them for being so bright and perceptive to realize "the truth". I am just intuiting here; I have never read anything about him nor have I researched him at all. I am simply reacting to the publicity and certain smirkiness that I perceive in him. I get the idea that he is doing what he does out of a deep hatred of the world.

So...... I am stuffed with negative energy tonight and can't even move myself to something better. YUCK!! Tomorrow is another day as my mother used to say to me when I had had a terrible day.