12/31/2011 early AM

I have been mulling over, for years now, the depth of my greed.
I rarely give presents because I am "too poor!!". This desire to keep everything for myself rather than share what resources I have with a consciousness that G-d the source of everyting will always refill my larder. I just expect everyone to bring me presents on the formal gift giving days and just because they adore me. The strongest point of generosity in my makeup is with food-I love to cook for others and to share my food as long as there is ENOUGH to share.